haha

2006-05-24T04:39:00.000-07:00

WANGYUE seems to be a robot.

what to do when science gets horribly boring(:

OOH.YES SHARAN?

yes, its us in a state of GLUTTONY.

waiting for lxq the slow pokey(:

KHOO THROWING FRIES

2 INTERESTING BUTTS(:

OH WHAT A DAY.

2006-04-27T07:05:00.000-07:00

HAHA.
GETTING JANELLY'S PRESENT(:
WHOOPEE.
AND DARLING VENEZIA ICECREAM, I'M COMING FOR YOU(:

oh my.
i seriously cant stand 2 people,
who act as though,
cutting a fringe and layering my hair is the equivalent of cutting my HEAD off.
its just my stupid hair which needs cutting.
AND ITS MY HAIR ANYWAY.
weird mentality+funny behaviour=joyce cant stand you.
its my crap mother and my rubbish father.
HAHA CATCH ME MOTHERSPY.

DID I BLOG ABOUT THE DAY ME AND HANNAH TOOK A TAXI TO MY HOUSE AGAIN?
HAHAH.

MY BLOODY PIECE OF MAMA(HAHA!)I HATE YOU.
WHY DONT YOU JUST SAY, JOYCE I HATE YOU, STRAIGHT INTO MY FACE?
BUT NO, YOU DONT DARE.
YOU DONT EVEN DARE TO TYPE IT OUT.
ON YOUR 36 DEGREES UNDERGROUND BLOG
STOP HIDING BEHIND THAT FUGLY FACE OF YOURS PLEASE.
BULLSHIT, YOU THINK I WANT YOUR FRIENDSHIP SO MUCH.
YOU ARE A SHIT HEAD HAHA.
SCRAWNY PIECE OF SHIT. I CAN SQUASH YOU FLAT.
AND WHAT, ALL YOU DO IN CLASS IS TURN AROUND, TALK TO XINYI ABOUT WHATEVER CRAP STUFF AND COMB YOUR UGLY FRINGE.
PUHLEASE!
NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU COMB, YOUR FACE WILL STILL LOOK AS THOUGH SOMEONE DUMPED IT IN A PILE OF FAECES.
DIE COMBING.
I DONT GIVE A BLOODY DAMN.
STOP ACTING LIKE, OH JOYCE WANTS MY FRIENDSHIP SO MUCH.
BECAUSE YOU'RE WRONG.
YOU'RE DELUDING YOURSELF.(ISNT DELUDING THE WORD YOU ALWAYS USE?)
NOTHING WILL EVER CHANGE THE FACT THAT YOU TREATED MY PRIDE LIKE TRASH AND STEPPED ALL OVER ME.
AND I CANNOT CANNOT TOLERATE THE FACT THAT YOU ACT AS THOUGH NOTHING EVER HAPPENED AND EXPECT ME TO COME RUNNING TO YOU.
AND THE FACT THAT YOU HAD TO RELY ON HER TO GET THE CONFIDENCE YOU NEEDED.
NOTICE HOW YOU ALWAYS SHUN THAT BUS STOP?
YOU'RE JUST SCARED PEOPLE SEE YOU ALONE LIKE A BLOOD LOSER.
I TOLD YOU ONCE, THAT I WOULD NOT TAKE PEOPLE TRAMPLING MY PRIDE.
FORGOT?
WELL, NOW YOU KNOW.
AND I WONT TAKE THIS LYING DOWN.
EAT SHIT BABY.
IT SUITS YOU BETTER, ITS YOUR FOOD.

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts
Cause I'm looking at your picture
Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot

2006-04-25T03:23:00.000-07:00

ungrateful girl.
you never deserved to go to hollaback crew with me.
you never deserved to be in ANY picture with me.
you never deserved to be my friend.
you dont deserve to live.
did your parents have premarital AHEM before having you?
i think so.
dont you even know what * is?
see, god made you stupid for a reason,
at least you wont get hurt so much when people hurl insults at you.
ASSWIPE, i cant believe i am actually degrading myself to scold you.
you are just like a hermit.
ugly/friendless/to ashamed to face the world.
i will never like you, even if you change everything you are.
stop trying to get attention, at least not mine.
if possible, get out of my life. my sight.
now now, i know you dont have much IQ.
and you probably dont understand all this.
i dont really expect much out of you.
why dont you just jump down/commit suicide?
make things SO MUCH EASIER for all of us.
(sometimes, i find wanting's anger outbursts quite useful! CREDITS TO HER :D)

dont you realise, just take a hint my darling
my beloved(:
look into my eyes
and say those 3 words we've been waiting to hear
oh you know its got to be LOVE.

i just refuse to believe i am doing kimberly's long overdue quiz thing. \:
JOYCE LEE, YOU DO HAVE BETTER THINGS TO DO.
AND SINCE KIM'S BLOG DOES NOT ALLOW ME TO COPY AND PASTE, WHICH ANNOYS ME OHSOMUCH, I HAVE TO TYPE IT OUT.
1. Victim has to come up with 8 qualities about theirperfect lover.
2. Must name the GENDER( i refuse to use the word SEX) of the lover.
3. Tag others to do this quiz.
;

HOT. ohyes.

RICH.

TOLERANT(:

CAUCASIAN! (:

MUST BE NICE.

FUNNIER THAN HANNAH(thats difficult)

SPEND MONEY ON ME(:

ER. CLEAN?

MALE. DUH.

i refuse to answer this.

it isnt even a question.

TURRAH!

2006-04-22T07:48:00.000-07:00

you had all the love you wanted,

but see,

you never NEEDED it.

today was a angry day.

after tuition i decided to go gaigai with my friends(:

we accidentally bumped into this group of slutty looking girls who had skirts that were barely there.

ohwell.

then they were like what.

NOT HAPPY IS IT?

BUAY SONG AH?

WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? DARE TO BUMP INTO US?

NO EYES IS IT? YOU ALL 4 - PEOPLE BLIND AH?

4 PAIRS OF - EYES STILL CANNOT SEE US?

STUPID - M- 4 EYED MONSTER!

and you know.

blah blah toot toot, here there everywhere.

SO SCARY HAHAHA.

they dont own the road.

stupid girls

they dont own the road do they?

its not called (gang name)ROAD.

its called ORCHARD ROAD.

unless they're gang is called ORCHARD.

but who would call themselves ORCHARD?

thats pretty silly and stupid and dumb.

maybe they did call themselves ORCHARD.

who knows?

the stupid fugly gang leader

with her long ugly fringe that covers her ENTIRE face.

maybe she's too ashamed to face the world.

she's a big disgrace.

i think there's absolutely no point in scolding her anymore.

she's probably in ITE.

stupid, for a reason.

she doesnt even deserve to live anyway.

tut tut.

OHMY!

EYCHELLE IS IN GYMNASTICS!

AH. AMAZING GIRL(:

i adore the francis yip advertisment(:

i think its so cute and nice.

'memories, all alone in the moonlight

i can smile like the old days

i was beautiful then'

HAHA. so nicee(:

and RUSSELL WATSON IS HANDSOME!

then again, all caucasian men are(:

its official.

i have a crush on you,

MR MICKEY MOUSE(:

take my heart but please dont break it;

dont you even understand?

i can never give you my heart

i've finally learnt that you will take it, STOMP on it, hard.

and smash it into millions of tiny pieces.

what happened to the you that i once knew?

you've morphed into some HUGE MONSTER that i am afraid of.

blown yourself out of proportion, i cant even recognise you.

who ARE you now?

i dont even know who you WERE.

i cant remember.

you took the wrong road, now i say goodbye.

or adios. or zaijian.

ah whatever.

2006-04-21T23:21:00.000-07:00

its true,

that nothing lasts forever,

nothing can be shared.

thats why i never looked back.

2006-04-20T04:49:00.000-07:00

I'M NEVER GOING TO BOTHER ABOUT YOU AGAIN.
IRRITATING PIECE OF SHIT.
I SHOULD NEVER HAVE DONE WHAT I DID.
CUZ YOU WASTED IT.

HAHA.
ballet exam was super fun.
yansiang that horrid girl ruined the last dance!
BLEH.
haha and she was laughing at US!
ohwell.
i think we were smiling away to ourselves half the time(:
after that went for lunch with yansiang and angelina
BK.
lunch/dinner.
HOHO.
was supposed to get my hair cut!
BUT NO.
:
STOP STOP STOP.
STOP TALKING ABOUT ALL THESE NONSENSE.
SHUT UP. I DONT WANT TO HEAR ANYMORE.
STOP FLAUNTING HER INFRONT OF ME.
SHE'S NOT *, DONT YOU EVEN HAVE EYES.
SHE'S HORRIBLY UGLY.
SEE FOR YOURSELF.
YOU'RE DISILLUSIONED.

2006-04-19T04:13:00.000-07:00

hannah's post! (:
that funny girl.
that oh-i'm-not-that-modest-after-all-prefect.
HAHA.

THANK YOU EVER SO MUCH FOR ALL YOU HAVE DONE(:
thank you for believing that we could finish up the ice cream today.
thank you for taking the bus to paya lebar with me SOMETIMES.
thank you for believing most of the SILLY FAIRY TALES i make up(:
thank you for repeating all the silly mistakes we made, again and again.
thank you for agreeing with me just to make me happy.
thank you for trying(and succeeding) to make up with me when you knew i was angry with you.
thank you for being my laughable partner and making me laugh till my stomach ached.
thank you for letting me vent my anger on you.
thank you for letting me to box you(: and beat your body up.
thank you for replying all my sicko letters last year, i know you didnt really want to.
thank you for bearing with me last year when i kept calling you, even when you were at some camp.
thank you for listening to all my sick ramblings on RANDOM GUYS i had crushes on.
thank you for spending last saturday with me at hollaback crew(:
thank you for listening to all my gossips, and CONTRIBUTING.
thank you for bearing with all my hypocrisy about some particular FAT people. HAHAHA.
thank you for going for lunch with me and spending lots of time with me, despite DON AND DREW.
thank you for telling me that you love me(:
and most of all, thank you for giving me a guideline on how to write all these. HAHA.
fine, thank you for lending me money to buy stuff.
there are loads more thank you's you know(:
i think i've got more to thank you than you have to thank me. HAHA.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
you havent hugged me yet right!
TEEHEE.

2006-04-16T04:50:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY WAS HOLLABACK CREW FINALS!
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
I THINK I'M GOING CRAZY.
I NEED TO GO TO IMH.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

okay here's what happened(:
-beams with happiness-
met oxq and yvette at aljunied mrt.
apparently, hannah was stuck in a TRAFFIC JAM and couldnt meet us.
sigh. there's such a thing called an MRT?!
so when 3 of us were there we roamed around abit.
we felt like royalty(:
anyway so we met her at THE MEETING POINT.
this place right below the sun where it was so hot!
then we climbed back up the tall wall to the vip lounge/function room.
HOHO.
we were told to wait awhile. it was a long while.
then when we got the tickets at around 3+, we wanted to wait somemore cuz the thing started at like 4.
then we went scouting for a toilet.
and we saw this freaky looking guy with white hair and a pink face.
yes, PINK.
and it turned out to be RONIN.
he's scary looking. gosh. i nearly got a heart attack!
so after the toileting, we went back.
so this nice lady apologised to us because she couldnt send us into the concert place.
when she was supposed to!
so she apologised AGAIN. and AGAIN.
and asked if we wanted to have some snacks at the reception room.
so we went there and my dad gorged us with brownies and puffs.
and we took some photos.
and we played truth or dare. HAHA.
hannah told us something I wanted to know for a long long while. haha.
-THAT REMINDS ME. XQ AND YVETTE HAVENT DECIDED ON A DARE YET. -
then 2 camera people kept moving to us to take our picture.
haha. i know i know! dont need to tell us(:
then we finished our stuff and left.
HOHO. THIS IS THE FUN BIT!
then after hanging around outside, we saw CLICK FIVE.
xq and i were crazy and laughing like maniacs.
THEN!
WE SAW AARON AZIZ! WAH. SO HANDSOME(:
AND HE SMILED. GOSH.
hannah absolutely went BONKERS.
anyway.
we decided to tail aaron aziz cuz he smiled at us.
but then he walked so fast!
so we found out this secret looking place(:
this small room.
so we went in, and who did we see inside?
CLICK FIVE!
SO WE RAN IN AND STARTED GAZING(: (:
THEN THIS GUY CALLED JOE WALKED TO US AND SAID HI.
SHOOK OUR HAND. MY RIGHT HAND IN FACT.
THEN WE ASKED TO TAKE A PICTURE WITH HIM(:
AFTER AWHILE THEN HE LEFT.
-DID I MENTION HIS LOVELY DEEP EYES? OMG. -
THEN MY DAD CAME IN.
WE ASKED HIM TO GET THE GUYS TO TAKE PICTURES WITH US.
HOHO. HE DID!
AND HANNAH IS SO JEALOUS CUZ I GOT TO STAND NEXT TO EVERY GUY.
SO THE GUY PUT HIS HAND AROUND MY SHOULDER(:
OHWELL.
FATE YOU KNOW!
SO THE LEAD SINGER CAME AND TALKED TO US.
TALKED QUITE ABIT ACTUALLY(:
THEN TOOK A GROUP PHOTO. SHOOK OUR HAND.
HE WALKED AWAY.
AFTER AWHILE OF GAZING AND DROOLING, WE DECIDED TO TAKE INDIVIDUAL PHOTOS WITH HIM.
AAAAH!
AND HE AGREED, THANKS TO MY DAD.
HAHAHA.
HE HAS NICE ARMS. NICE AND WARM.
ASK ANYBODY!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
WE GOT HIS AUTOGRAPH TOO, JUST BEFORE HE LEFT THE ROOM.
THEN WE WERE SHOWN THE WAY TO OUR SEATS.
WE WERE THE ONLY ONE IN THE ROW(:
then everything was boring till click five came out again(:
but before they came i kept grabbing hannah's hand and jumping.
cuz i thought they were coming out.
i think i was berserk or something(:
ohwell.
when click five came out, 4 of us jumped and jumped AND JUMPED!
AND I SCREAMED LIKE A MAD MONKEY.
LIKE THAT KIND OF SCREAM WHEN SOMEONE RAPED YOU.
HAHAH.
I THINK I WAS VERY VERY NOISY.
AND I DIDNT KNOW THAT MY DAD'S BIG BOSS WAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME, WITH HER DAUGHTER.
OOPS.
OHWELL.
I LIKE OUR SEATS.
THIRD ROW FROM THE FRONT. THIRD ROW! THIRD ROW!
AND AARON AZIZ KEPT WALKING UP AND DOWN, UP AND DOWN.
YESTERDAY WAS FUN!
and hannah is a full-fledged bimbo!
YES HANNAH IS A FULL FLEDGED BIMBO!
BIMBOTIC WOMAN.
HORNY BIMBO!
EEK.
BIMBO. CARRIED CLINIQUE FACE POWDER TODAY.
AIYO. TUT TUT.
okay so after the entire thing we went back to the reception place.
in a desperate hope to see click five there again.
BOO, THEY WERENT.
so we just walked around till my dad came to take me home.
hannah went to find her mum,
i think xq and yvette had dinner.
yup. it ended):
SO ABRUPTLY!
15 APRIL WILL BE COMMEMORATED.
YES IT WILL(:
CLICK FIVE DAY/VIAO OUTING!
HOHOHO.
(see kim, you should have come with me! and sat with us! boo. )
its been a long post.
i shall update the pictures another day.

2006-04-14T19:13:00.000-07:00

HOLLABACK CREW!
WHOOPEE.
HAHA. I'M GOING WITH HANNAH(:
YAY I LOVE HANNAH
:)

i've been joyce the wonderous provider.
i provided tickets for 3 people!
haha.kim, yvette and hannah.
and i was supposed to have only 2.
heh.
and what? kim was on a emotional rollercoaster yesterday?
cuz i told her she couldnt go then i said she can go.
HAHAHA. so funny.
and kim didnt even realise i hung up on her home phone cuz my hp had no batt.
HAHA.
i had to call her hp. ohmy. so funny.

i think i should dedicate a post to hannah(:
right.

2006-04-13T07:54:00.000-07:00

I AM CHOPE-ING ECONS I DONT CARE.
HAHA NOTHING IS GOING TO STOP ME!
ECONS I'M ON MY WAY(:

today i'm sick!
i do not like blue panadol :]
if only they were brown/green/black.
eek.

did anyone ever tell you that you are a loser?
maybe not.
because you're just living in your own world.
your world, with your DARLINGS.
sigh. those fools.

I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific and
You might think I'm losing my mind,
But I will shy away from the specifics
'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.

[Pre-Chorus]
Stop right there.
That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line.
Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there.
Well I never should have said
That it's the very moment thatI wish that I could take back.

[chorus]
I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to try and never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.
I heard the reverberating footsteps
Synching up to the beating of my heart,
And I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.
And I can't let that happen again'
cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.

[prechorus]
[chorus]
oh my, oh my, i'm so loving this song. :) :)
-big grin!

2006-04-10T04:51:00.000-07:00

now,
i dont even know if i should love or hate you.
stop messing with my mind :

HOHO TODAY WAS LOVELY.
went to library and did hwk with huifen(:
then gossip gossip gossip(:
about SALTED FISH*, SISSY MAN*, BLABLA.
haha and about the spitting bubbletea pearls(:
so funny.
and about how to kill insects when they are on the door.
today was the funnest i had in a LONG while.
:DDD TEE HEE.

you will never understand how i feel,
because you've never experience that kind of LONGING before.
did i ever tell you that i need not spend so much time making you happy,
because so far, you've never made me exceptionally happy.
instead, you cause me misery.

2006-04-08T04:13:00.000-07:00

well i wonder
could it be
when i was dreaming of you baby
were you dreaming of me?
call me crazy, call me blind,
to still be suffering is stupid after all of this time.

this is a story about a girl.
she was an ordinary, nothing special girl.
she hid her insecurities in her heart and wore a mask.
a mask that portrayed a different her from the real her.
no one knew her name, but then, they wouldnt have bothered.
she had hundreds of masks, all hidden in her heart.
no one ever bothered to ever find out who she really was.
she thought her parents were someone she could trust.
but instead, she realised they deceived her again and again.
yes, she had friends.
but she always wondered to herself if they were truly her friend.
she never pinned her hopes on them like they were a human pincushion.
when she finally realised that they were taking advantage of her, manipulating her, it was just too late.
she could never allow herself to trust anyone, she had enough of lies.
she dared not dream too big, the higher the hopes the higher the fall.
no one ever stopped her from learning the hard way.
people would mourn for her death, but never realise they caused it.

2006-04-07T07:48:00.000-07:00

BIG FAT LARGE LOSER,
I'VE NEVER THOUGHT OR LOOKED AT YOU IN THE WAY I DID TODAY.
AND I REALISED SOME THINGS I USUALLY WOULD HAVE OVERLOOKED.
SO MUCH FOR THE FUN DAYS HUH.
EVERYTHINGS ABOUT TO CHANGE FROM TODAY,
AND YES, BECAUSE I CHOOSE TO LET IT.
SO ITS ENTIRELY MY FAULT.
WHY CANT YOU JUST ACCEPT IT WHEN I SAY SOMETHING,
AND NOT QUESTION ME; WHY WHY WHY.
BECAUSE SOME THINGS ARENT MEANT FOR ANYONE TO KNOW, ONLY ME.
DONT EXPECT ME TO OPEN UP TO YOU BECAUSE I'M NOT EVEN LIKE THAT TO THE CLOSEST OF ALL PEOPLE.

i can never ever match up to you can i?
everywhere you go, its all about YOU, YOU, YOU.
you and your friends, you and people who like you so much.
seems like my life its practically revolving around you.
everyone seems to like you so much huh.
go on, slope off with them and leave me alone.
did you ever bother, or even hesitate, to look back at the broken pieces?
NO. NOT EVER.

you're toxic, yes you are.

2006-04-04T18:54:00.000-07:00

I'M HERE TO FINALLY BLOG PROPERLY.
I STILL HAVE THE SILLY LEGACY THINGY TO DO OKAY!
AND ITS DUE TMR.
WHEN IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE DUE NEXT NEXT WEEK.
OHWELL.
JOYCE = FANTASTIC MONEY PRINTER.
I'M PRINTING MONEY.
HOHOHO I THINK I'M SO CAPABLE I SHOULD GO AND OWN A BANK :)
THEN I CAN MAKE LOTS AND LOTS OF MONEY!
AND SO I DONT NEED TO MARRY A RICH MAN TO BE A TAITAI.
I CAN BE MY OWN TAITAI!
WOOHOOO.
I'M SO SMART.

today i spent after school with kim and co in class.
playing with our phones and taking random shots.
and how come lxq can upload pictures from her hp to the com?
and my phone is newer :/
ohyes.
kim is pro at mcdonalds game.
she arranged it so that i didnt have to even touch the webpage
and it just continuously made money for me!
smartypants.
:D
then i had to go down to canteen with someone to eat lunch.
HANNAH ALYSHA.
sigh. sad life huh. HA.
we dragged our stuff down okay.
waste my effort.
then that greedy pig, she wanted to eat her food while i was still queuing.
is that how you spell queuing?
my el is horrible.
chinese too.
just dont talk about the compre test.
i slept through it all.
and i had 20 min to spare.
how come huh?
i know i'm smart.
HAHA.
i just read all i have written and realised i'm contradicting myself. HAHAHA.
i enjoy cracking myself up.

stop bringing others down just because its the ONLY WAY you can bring yourself up.
thats absolutely stupid and lowdown.
stop thinking you're so perfect, so pretty, so sexy, so glamorous.
why dont you just look at your TOES AND FINGERS.
look at yourself!
dont you even realise you are just another SCAR in * ?
stop acting as though i'll die without you.
i think its the OTHER WAY ROUND.
have it your way then.
i'm never ever going to change my mind about you.

Even though you’re not my lover
And even though you’re not my friend
I would give my all
To have you here
Just to hold you once again
Just to hold you once again

because i still wanted a piece of you.

2006-03-31T06:06:00.000-08:00

sports day was fun.
all we did was sit around and play taiti, blackjack, bluff, navina's game called spoon and heart attack.
warning!
DONT EVER PLAY WITH NAT.
SHE'S A HUGE HUGE CHEAT IN BLUFF!
HAHAH CHEATER.
i think i'm getting a sore throat.
:/
hahaha i think we just formed a gambling club.
me, kim, navina, raman, sharan, nat and lxq.
hoho.

tmr bad day.
its like a chess game and when i go to school, i'll be going like, ' HERE! TAKE ALL MY CHESS PIECES! '
boo. and its like going for battle in a nightgown.
die die die.

OH MY OH MY.
DALE AND BRENT ARE AT ANOTHER CAMP THINGY!
AT INDOOR STADIUM.
I'M TEMPTED TO CRASH IT.
BOO.
THE THOUGHT OF ANOTHER GROUP OF PEOPLE WITH THEM MAKES ME JEALOUS!
HOW I WISH I COULD DO IT AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN! :( :(
and dale's so handsome aw.

hello my darling friendless freak.
stop hanging around HER cuz you've got no friends over HERE.
you really shouldnt deprive HER of her own SOCIAL LIFE you know.
thats just really mean.
tut tut.
if you havent realised, you're just like a drowning person clinging on to a straw please.
it was all YOU.
YOU were the one who caused everything.
stop running to ME for safety because you just be sure that i wont be there for you.
why dont you just go to HER again.
i'm getting bored of all your routinary stuff and crap shit blah blah.
yes, mean but true.
just get away from me because i dont want you anymore.

2006-03-25T07:24:00.000-08:00

WOOHOO.
PARTY-ED ALL NIGHT TILL 1130!
DISCO MANIA!
DANCED TILL I NEARLY VOMITED AND FELT SO GROGGY.
OHWELL. SO FUN.

he's the hottest thing i ever saw in my life!
i just wanted to run up to him and kiss him smack on his lips.
too bad he is 24 yrs old.
:( :( :(
NOT FAIR.
i want to marry him right now cuz he is so hot and sexy.
sigh. i'm never ever going to see him again after sunday :(
i shall go hug him tmr.
yup.

2006-03-24T06:53:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHA.
THE 'CAMP' WAS SO FUN.
YAY.
* WAS THERE!
GOSH. I JUST SO WANTED TO *
OH MY OH MY.
SO SEXY :) :)
-faints and dies.

i'm not going to blog in caps anymore.
its getting boring :/
anyway i'm still very angry.
you know WHAT.
my mum made me wear my socks so high when she met me after band.
i had to pull it up to its full length.
GOSH.
even the nerdy ones from china dont have theirs so high!
okay maybe some do.
ohwell.
i looked like some pathetic loser fool okay.
and my mum was like BLAH BLAH BLAH next to my ear.
and she went, ' NOW THE WHOLE WORLD THINKS I'M CRAZY CUZ YOU ARENT EVEN WALKING NEXT TO ME.'
she's already gone bonkers so there.
just forget about my aunty.
she's a hopeless nut.
this morning she absolutely REFUSED to let me out of the house cuz i was rude.
thank god i didnt miss the bus.
she should just stay at home or occupy herself with something better than TAKING CARE OF ME.
she acts as though god personally told her to make my life miserable.
freak.
all she does is YADDAH YADDAH BLAH BLAH TALK NONSENSE.
just forget about her. she's a HUGE loser.
wait. i'm the biggest loser on earth :/

during art today me and xq were scolded.
and made to sit all the way in front.
so stupid okay.
we werent even making THAT much noise.
just sitting in one corner chatting away.
not noisy at all okay.
i bet that teacher didnt even hear us.
she just saw us talking.
whatever.
we were just playing with the viewfinder.
so fun.
and discussing ' where to go if we ran away from home '.
its the topic of the day :)
quite interesting you know.
not like we are going to run away.
just a passing thought.
but then again, it seems a good idea.
HAHA HANNAH SAYS SHE WILL LET ME INTO HER HOUSE IF I RUN THERE.
she better. i'll chop her head off if she doesnt.

today during band was so blah.
like run here run here in a huge rush.
we had to stand in the stupid sun!
the sun is my worst enemy.
and i could feel my whole body warming up from my feet all the way up.
so hot.
and we couldnt go get water.
then it rained but rained for only 10 min.
sigh.
and the stupid sec1's refused to listen to the sec2's okay.
like what the hell.
do they even know who is senior?
they think they are so big okay, come and fight with us over the stands.
and they fight with us as though this is a war.
they deserve the yucky stands cuz they are juniors.
and what?
only kwan ling helps out with somethings.
she helped me! so nice(:
then this other ugly irritating one calls me and hannah unstraight.
is she even straight herself?
asshole.

WHY DONT YOU JUST GO AND HATE ME, RIGHT THIS MINUTE?
IT DOESNT REALLY MATTER TO ME.
I DONT GIVE A TUPPENCE, BECAUSE I ALREADY HATED YOU A LONG TIME AGO.
YOU JUST DIDNT TAKE A HINT CUZ YOU ARE A HUGE INSENSITIVE BITCH.

2006-03-22T17:10:00.000-08:00

MY MUM IS A HUGE ASSHOLE.
SHE REFUSED TO SIGN MY REPORT SLIP CUZ I DID BADLY.
AND IT WASNT SO BAD ANYWAY.
WHATS HER PROBLEM OKAY.
SHE IS GOING TO MAKE ME GIVE MY PHONE TO MY AUNT THE MINUTE I GET HOME FROM SCHOOL.
AM I A BABY OR WHAT.
AND I DONT SPEND THAT MUCH TIME ON THE PHONE OKAY.
ASSHOLE.
SHE WANTS MY DAD TO SEE ME RESULTS.
BOO. SO BUSTED.
AND MY AUNTY IS IDIOTIC.
SHE KEEPS GOING ON AND ON ADN CANT EVER SHUT HER MOUTH UP. ASS.
AND SHE'S SO STUPID I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW SHE CAN SURVIVE.
IRRITATING!
DOESNT SHE HAVE ANY COMMON SENSE AT ALL?
SHE ONLY KNOWS HOW TO GET ME INTO TROUBLE.
SHIT HER OKAY.

DID I TELL YOU ALL WHAT HAPPENED ON THE BUS?
THIS CRAZY OLD HAG STARTER SHOUTING BECAUSE THE WHOLE BUS WAS PACKED WITH STUDENTS.
AND SADLY, I STOOD IN FRONT OF HER SEAT.
SO SHE WENT, ' YOU GO TO SCHOOL WHAT YOU LEARN? SUCH SIMPLE THINGS LIKE MOVING ALSO DUNNO!' STUPID ASS.
AND I WASNT EVEN MY FAULT CUZ I WAS EQUALLY SQUASHED.
AND SHE KEPT WAVING HER FAT UGLY OLD HAND AT MY FACE.
LIKE WTF?
THEN WHEN SHE GOT OFF HER SEAT SHE MADE EVERYONE NEAR HER MOVE CUZ SHE WAS SO TERRIBLY FAT.
THEN THIS TKPS GIRL WENT TO SIT THERE.
THEN THAT OLD WOMAN WAS LIKE, ' THERE GOT SPACE WHY DONT WANT TO SIT? THE BUS SO CROWDED ALREADY!'
SO I ACTED AS THOUGH I DIDNT HEAR ANYTHING.
THEN SHE WENT, ' SOMEONE SCOLDING YOU AND THEN YOU STILL DONT DO ANYTHING! '
ASSHOLE OKAY.
SO I HAD TO GO AND SIT.
WHAT THE HELL.
AND I WAS LIKE,' TSK WHAT YOU WANT?'
BEFORE SITTING DOWN.
STUPID OLD WOMAN GO AND DIE OKAY.
GO AND MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS.
OHWELLS.

LAST NIGHT I WAS SO ANGRY LUH.
OHWELL.
ONLY HANNAH KNOWS WHAT I SAID :) :)

DONT YOU JUST THINK RACHEL McADAMS IS SO SO SO PRETTY!
OHHHHH.
-DIES.

2006-03-21T20:30:00.000-08:00

mdm azizan is giving out report slips now.
sigh.
and today we had a math spring test.
i'm ever so dead.
i did mostly crap.
but my handwriting was finally neat. :) :)
yay. xq and i came up with BLUPERZ.
HAHAHA.
so funny.

how can i ever love someone and yet hate them at the same time?

2006-03-19T04:08:00.000-08:00

I THINK YOU ARE ONE FUCKING POSER WHO ONLY KNOWS HOW TO SHOVE PEOPLE AROUND TO GET YOUR WAY.
STOP BEING SUCH A DESPO.
STOP SUCKING.
STOP ACTING THE WAY YOU ARE JUST BECAUSE AHEM.
STOP THINKING YOU ARE RIGHT IN EVERYTHING YOU SAY, AND THINKING THAT I ACTUALLY BELIEVE AND I LIKE YOU AS A FRIEND.
BECAUSE I DONT.
I'LL NEVER STOP BEING A HYPOCRITE.
ITS NOT YOU SO STOP WORRYING ALRIGHT.

2006-03-17T23:32:00.000-08:00

yesterday i watched cry_wolf.
nice.
the girl was quite pretty.
the lead actor was EXTREMELY handsome.
so the movie was great :) :)
then went to yamaha to see the saxophone :)
6 thousand plus okay.
and 5 reeds cost only $7.
i want to buy.
and dad wants to buy me a mouthpiece cuz he thinks the school one is dirty.
GREAT:/
i think it'll come out from my savings.

i'm going esplanade later.
meeting chinhsia and hopefully a few more people.
SHOPPING.
then watch french connection heehee.
yay. i want icecream okay.

oh yes.
whatever-is-her-surname yi xuan has the same birthday as me.
OH FREAK.
thats extremely sad dont you think.

YOU REEEALLY ENJOY POKING YOUR NOSE IN MY LIFE DO YOU?
DONT YOU SEE WHAT YOU HAVE DONE?
DONT YOU EVEN REALISED THE TROUBLE YOU CAUSED?
WHY DONT YOU JUST STAY PUT WHERE YOU ARE.
STOP INTERFERING.
ITS OBVIOUS YOU CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT.

2006-03-16T05:33:00.000-08:00

TODAY I MADE FLOUR BABIES.
THEN I COOKED THEM! :) :)

BEFORE.

AFTER. THE UGLY DOLLY.

Never win first place
I don't support the team
I can't take direction
and my socks are never clean
Teachers hated me,
my parents hated me
I was always in a fight
cuz I can't do nothin' right
Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
I can't take the person starin' back at me
I'm a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else
PINK-HAZARD TO MYSELF
strange how this song expresses how i really feel right now.

i'm never ever believing a single word you say.
its time i should stop putting my life on hold, just for you.
its pointless to cancel all my plans just to fit yours,
you just ask for more.
you told me to solve my own problems
and told me to help you out in yours.
you used me, made me fit your own plans
as though i was a flexible eraser.
you shoved me around,
i watched you have your way with me
i might have cried, but the tears were silent inside,
you called me names, made me feel like i was dumb
i didnt feel a thing and now i'm gone gone gone.
i was weak before now you made me
so numb i dont feel much for you anymore.

2006-03-15T04:57:00.000-08:00

HOLALA.
THE THOUGHT OF LIANG LEER REALLY IRRITATES ME.
WHY OH WHY DID I THINK OF HER IN THE FIRST PLACE.
OHWELL.
I'LL JUST TALK ABOUT HER TODAY;THERE'S NOTHING MUCH TO TALK ABOUT.
WHO THE HELL DOES SHE THINK SHE IS OKAY.
GO AROUND SHOUTING AT PEOPLE.
AND WHAT THE HECK DID SHE SAY?
' I'M WAITING FOR JOYCE AND KIMBERLY TO SETTLE SCORES'
SOMETHING TO THAT EXTENT.
CRAZY WOMAN.
AND WHAT.
NOT HAPPY THAT I READ HER LETTER IS IT.
WANT TO READ MINE AH.
READ LUH.
NO ONE'S LIKE YOU, KEEP SO MANY USELESS SECRETS ABOUT YOUR EX.
NO WONDER YOU HAVE A EX.
NO ONE EVER WANTS TO STAY WITH YOU FOREVER.
LET ME TELL YOU.
2 HOME ECON HOURS IS TORTURE ALRIGHT.
ANYWAY YOU DONT HAVE ANY RIGHT AT ALL TO SCOLD KIMBERLY A KNNCB.
NOT A SINGLE BIT.
BECAUSE YOU'RE MUCH WORSE THAN THAT.
AND SHE'S BETTER THAN YOU IN EVERY SINGLE WAY YOU CAN THINK OF.
WL I'M DAMN PISSED WITH YOU OKAY.
( OKAY THIS IS AN EXTREMLY VULGAR THING SO I SHANT PUT IT HERE )
PATHETIC LOSER YOU HAVE NO FRIENDS.
I HATE YOU.

YESTERDAY WAS FUN!
we went to east coast park.
yea it was a round bus ride.
then neos.
hahaa i look prettypretty.
we all did.
yay.

Z ROCKS.

2006-03-13T05:30:00.000-08:00

ITS ABOUT TIME I GOT ONLINE.
THOSE 2 ASSHOLE FOOLS REFUSED TO TYPE IN THE PASSWORD FOR ME.
OH WELL.
YOU CANT REALLY BLAME THEM CAN YOU?
FOOLS ARE ALWAYS FOOLS AND WILL FOREVER BE FOOLS.
SIGH.
SOMETIMES I REALLY PITY MYSELF.
I WONDER HOW I SURVIVE LIFE.

WHY DONT YOU TWO ASSES JUST GET OUT OF MY LIFE.
ACTUALLY I DONT REALLY NEED YOU GUYS.
STOP MAKING IT SEEM AS THOUGH,
OH! YOU HAVE TO DO WHATEVER I SAY CUZ YOU WILL JUST SUFFER WITHOUT US.
MAYBE IF YOU ALL NEVER REALISED, I'M MUCH HAPPIER WITH MY FRIENDS THAN YOU.
MAYBE THIS WILL ANSWER ALL YOUR QUESTIONS ON WHY I ENJOY GOING OUT SO MUCH.
CALL YOURSELF MY AHEM!
YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHEN I'M ACTUALLY FAKING AND STUFF.
THINK I'M THAT FREE TO EVEN TURN BACK TO LOOK AT YOU?
THINK I EVEN BOTHER ABOUT YOU?
YOU'RE SO WRONG.
I DONT EVEN CARE ABOUT YOUR EXISTENCE.
JUST TAKE A HINT MAN.

I STILL HAVENT FORGIVEN * YET.
* MEANS LIANG LEER.
I STILL REMEMBER HOW SHE YELLED AT ME IN CLASS.
AND I'VE NEVER AND WILL NEVER EVER ALLOW ANYONE TO YELL AT ME LIKE THAT.
ARE YOU MY MUM OR DAD?
NO.
DO YOU HAVE ANY RIGHT WHATSOEVER TO SCOLD ME LIKE THAT?
NO NO NO.
DO YOU HAVE ANY RIGHT TO JUST COME RUNNING BACK TO ME DURING HOME ECONS?
NO.
I'LL NEVER FORGIVE YOU, SO STOP DOING ALL THOSE THINGS TO BE NICE.
AND, BE THANKFUL THAT I HAVENT PISSED YOU OFF YET.
REALLY. CUZ DEEP DOWN I REALLY HATE YOU.
ITS TIME YOU KNEW THAT.

2006-03-11T06:06:00.000-08:00

ever had that feeling when your heart started beating ever so fast.
its back again.

TODAY WAS ABSOLUTELY DEPRESSING.
FULL STOP.
OH WELL.
I'M PROBABLY ON ANOTHER HATE LIST(:
ITS REALLY KIND OF FUNNY CUZ MY FINGERS CANT MOVE.
I THINK MY LAST TWO FINGERS ARE DEAD.
HOHO.

oh yes. i've changed my skin!
its wanting's old one(:
and i changed cuz.
LXQ THE BOBODODOHEADBUTT2 HAS THE SAME ONE AS ME.
SHE GOT IT FIRST. FINE!

its going to be a horribly long day on monday.

2006-03-09T04:00:00.000-08:00

HOHO.
AMAZING RACE WAS SO HORRIBLY TORTURING.
I NEARLY DIED.
I'M NOT GOING FOR ANOTHER ONE OKAY.

oh! charis and nicole found out about the don and drew stuff.
ohwells.
guess it isnt a secret anymore.
but its so much funner now dont you think!
how fun. one name per month HEH HEH.
ohya. salt and vinegar/cheddar/sourcream/barbecue will live forever :) :)

goodness. i dont understand why people are so copy.
as in.
COPY WORDS.
******* copied ME to say that she is the AHEMAHEM.
(okay all those kaypoh people! stop trying to figure out who it is)
and lets see what else she copied me!
how fun!
quoted direct,
1. queen of hearts.
2. she's just not your average girl.
3. she can turn from 0 to bitch anytime.
4. and she's not to be trifled with. trust me.
5. dance is her PASSION.
6. SHE EVEN COPIED HOW I PLACE MY LINKS AND MY FAV BRANDS!
actually, i'm kinda flattered :)

nothing you ever say or do,
will ever change the fact that i hate * and *
because i will forever.

YUCK.
WATCH THAT SICKENING COPYCAT GO!

2006-03-06T19:20:00.000-08:00

days have been horrible.
i'm in no mood to blog anymore.
maybe i should just close this blog.

did i ever tell you
that i'm not like that
you're the one who,
has to take it all away

2006-03-03T06:27:00.000-08:00

WARNING.
ASSHOLES ON THE LOOSE.

OH OH SOMEONE SAVE ME.
stop acting as though i owe you a living.
i dont.
and i'm not some doll you play around with
and monopolise
and once the doll breaks you throw it away.
i understand english perfectly.
i DO know what * really means.
if you absolutely REFUSE to tell me the truth
i'm not going to bother about you,
your well being or anything else that happens to you.
CUZ I CANT BE BOTHERED TO GIVE A DAMN.

; its a silent murder
the grave that sings my song
and i'm heading down a long empty road

2006-03-02T06:41:00.000-08:00

OKAY.
TERM 1 IS ALMOST OVER.
IT SUCKED.
AND MY RESULTS WERE LIKE SO BAD.
SO. I'M GOING TO DO BETTER NEXT TERM.
BOO. ITS TIME TO MUG JOYCEY.
GO JOYCE!
I'M SURE YOU CAN DO IT!

today we had the pe thingy.
it was kinda messed up cuz my group's song turned out so slow on shoo's ipod.
and it didnt have the techno bit.
so we didnt follow the music at all.
and just somehow fitted everything in.
but it was so funny.

DON AND DREW/TOM AND JERRY/CAT AND MOUSE/STUPID AND STUPIDER!
AW. BEST FRIENDS ALWAYS STICK TOGETHER EH.
HOW SWEET.

Your arms are my castle,
your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times,
we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.

YEA YEA EVERYBODY,
STOP TELLING ME I ENJOY BACKSTABBING.
YES I DO ENJOY IT.
YES I ENJOY GOSSIPING.
STOP TELLING ME I'M BITCHY CUZ THATS JUST WHO I AM.
IF YOU CANT ACCEPT ME THEN I'M AFRAID I CANT ACCEPT YOU EITHER.
AND. IF YOU DIDNT KNOW,
ME BEING BITCHY IS OLD NEWS.
MAYBE YOU SHOULD GO CATCH UP ON THINGS HAPPENING NOW.

2006-03-01T06:13:00.000-08:00

4 DAYS HAVE BEEN HORRIBLE.
AT LEAST THE EXAMS ARE OVER.
BUT.
I'M STILL FUMING.
JUST NOW THE STUPID LAPTOP!
IT REFUSED TO LET ME ACCESS MY BLOG, BLOGGER, FRIENDSTER, YAHOO, OR MSN MESSENGER.
YOU KNOW OF ALL THINGS, IT HAD TO BE THOSE 5.
STUPID.
OH YES. LETS SEE HOW FUN THE WEEK HAS BEEN.

MONDAY I DID CIP. THAT WAS BORING.
WE JUST STACKED BOXES UP AND DOWN.
TUESDAY I HAD BALLET.
THAT WAS SO MUCH WORSE.
ALL 10 OF US PAY ABOUT $400+, JUST FOR THE TEACHER TO PAY ATTENTION TO ONLY LEZHONG, TASHI, WEIQIN AND SHANICE.
OKAY MAYBE NOT SO MUCH SHANICE AND WEIQIN.
BUT!
IT WAS SO IRRITATING.
IT WAS ALL, GOOD LEZHONG! GOOD TASHI!
THROUGHOUT THE ENTIRE 2 HRS.
I SHOULDNT HAVE WASTED MY TIME THERE.
I COULD HAVE BEEN SLEEPING.

ANW. ON WED. TODAY!
TODAY WAS HORRIBLY BORING.
NOTHING GOOD HAPPENED TODAY.
IT WAS SO SICKENING I WANTED TO DIE TODAY.
BUT HISTORY WAS FUN.
ME AND OXQ WERE TRYING TO GUESS CARDS.
:) SILLY BUT FUN :) :)
TODAY WAS SO STUPID AND IRRITATING AND ANNOYING AND BLAH BLAH. I HATE WEDNESDAYS.
I HOPE TMR WILL BE BETTER.
EH WAIT, IT WONT BE.
ITS LEZHONG AND TASHI DAY AGAIN.
ITS SO STUPID, THE WAY HER MIND WORKS.
OHWELLS.

YOU KNOW. I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW COME SOME ADULTS CANT STAND ME.
FOR EXAMPLE.
WANGYUE, I THINK.
JANICE LEE.
TCY.
PS.
SS.
PIANO TCHR.
HER
I JUST GIVE THAT LOOK AND THEY GET PISSED.
THATS SAD.
THEY'LL OVERWORK THEIR HEART IF THEY GET TOO ANGRY.
BUT ITS OK.
ITS NOT MY HEART :)
THEY'LL END UP LIKE MRS CHEN. I HEARD MRS CHEN BURST A BLOOD VESSEL? OR HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE? HEH. POOR THING LUH SHE.

OHYA OHYA!
THE LIT SCRIPT.
I ADORE HELENA'S LINES! GOODNESS!
SO RHYMIE! :)
do not say so lysander, say not so
what though he love hermia, lord, what though?
you have hermia, and so be content.
SO NICE RIGHT!
okay and this is the happiest thing i said today.

YOU'RE MY EYE ~~CANDY~~ SORE.
I HATE YOU.
AND I'M NOT ABOUT TO GIVE IN TO YOU ANYMORE,
CUZ IT SEEMS YOU NEVER DO SO TO ME.

THIS WEEK,
NEARLY EVERYONE'S GOTTEN ON MY NERVES AT LEAST ONCE.
ASSHOLES!
ESPCIALLY YOU DARL.

2006-02-24T06:59:00.000-08:00

WAHAHAHAHA.
today was so fun.
dno why. just so fun.
had lunch with hannah, yvette and xq today.
finally okay!
HANNAH WAS SO BUSY DONNING AND DREWING FOR THE PAST 5 BAND PRACTICES I DIDNT GET TO EAT WITH HER.
:( :(
okay so we went pp.
and i dont know why me and xq started laughing whenever we looked at each other.
so funny. hahah.
AND HANNAH WASNT LAUGHING!
okay maybe cuz i was drinking her coke.
but anw.
we went back to school so early and blah blah.
band started and yaddah yaddah you know the rest.

yay. after band. the fun bit!
i shall type everything in caps.
and i'm busy smiling away to myself now.
i think my mum thinks i'm crazed.
oh well. i think i am too.
okay.
SO HANNAH KEPT PLEADING WITH ME TO TAKE BUS WITH HER.
TO MRT.
CUZ HER MUM WASNT THERE TO SEND HER HOME.
SO I HAD TO TELL RACHEL THAT I WASNT TAKING HER FATHERS CAR.
AFTER SO MANY PLEADS.
AINT I SUCH A KIND SOUL.
OKAY SO WE TOOK BUS.
ACTUALLY WE WERENT ABOUT TO TAKE,
BUS 76, 135, 197, 10,
CUZ PEOPLE WERE TAKING IT.
SO WE COULDNT TAKE ANY BUSES CUZ I WAS TOO FUSSY :)
BUT WE ENDED UP TAKING 76 ANW.
YUP. THEN ON THE BUS WE KEPT LAUGHING.
WE REMEMBERED THE PAYA LEBAR EPISODE LAST YEAR I THINK.
SO FUNNY.
THEN I SUGGESTED WALKING ON THE GRASS AGAIN TO RELIEVE THOSE MEMORIES!
SO WE DID.
AND THE GRASS WAS SO DEEP.
I COULD FEEL GRASS-JUICE! GROSS.
AND HANNAH'S TRAIN CAME SO EARLY.
BUT MY TRAIN CAME 1MIN LATER.
HAHAHAHAHHAA .
AND! AND! AND!
HANNAH PROMISED THAT SHE WOULD EAT LUNCH WITH ME EVERY FRIDAY!
OH YAY.
HOW WONDERFUL!
NO MORE DON AND DREW!
:) :)
OH MY. I'M OVERJOYED.
ACTUALLY THATS ABIT MEAN CUZ DON AND DREW ARE HER BEST FRIENDS.
BUT I DONT REALLY CARE ABOUT, CHARIS AND NICOLE.
OKAY MAYBE I MIGHT. SOMEDAY.
TODAY WAS SO FUNNY.
I ENJOY TODAY.
:)

okay i just realised why me and xq were laughing.
during history i was trying to copy notes when someone's fat head was blocking me.
xq was sharing the table with me and talking to me.
so i was like.
OMG * HEAD IS LIKE A LUMP OF EGGS!
then it reminded me of neggs.
the neopets neggery.
so i drew a picture of * with a NEGG HEAD AND SMALL BODY.
SO CARTOON!
it was so funny.
eggs crack me up.
then for abt 15min our discussion subject was about the neggery,
the neggs, and how neggs are made.
silly.
lessons were boring today.

TMR'S THE WEDDING! OH YAY.

2006-02-22T05:26:00.000-08:00

GET A LIFE YOU STUPID SPY.

I KNOW WHO THE DAMNED SPY IS.
THE BUGIS TRIP, ONLY HANNAH YVETTE AND OXQ KNOWS BOUT IT.
ITS EITHER,
HANNAH/YVETTE/OXQ.
I THINK ITS OXQ.
OXQ'S MOTHER IS CHATTY.
AND I KNOW SOME STUFF ABOUT OXQ THAT I NEVER KNEW.
FROM KIM! YAY.
SO FUN.

oh yes.
boring people should stay away from me.
really!
its just like talking to yourself!
not like i've never talked to a boring person before.
usually i cant be bothered to even start a conversation with them(:
but its really a horrible thing you know.
yesyes.
oh boring periods are just as bad.
eg, GEOG/HISTORY/MATH/CHINESE/ART/HOME EC.
thats basically everything(:

kim suggests that i write a book called,
'WHAT TO DO WHEN JOYCE SAYS...
IN A BAD SITUATION!'
for example.
1. what should you say when joyce tells you that you are eating dustmites?
SAY, OH NO! -SCREAM YOUR LUNGS OUT AND MAKE SPITTING NOISES!-
SPITTING NOISES LIKE, PSST PSST!

2. what to say when your books have fallen into the drain?
what you shouldnt say: HEY JOYCE GO GET IT FOR ME!
what you should say: HEY JOYCE, HOLD MY BAG WHILE I GET IT!

3. what to say when joyce tells you that you are wearing mismatched shoes?
what you shouldnt do: BEND AND SNATCH JOYCE'S SHOES.
what you should do: SAY OKAY! AND KEEP WALKING AND DONT BOTHER.

4. what to say when you encounter a bad situation and joyce butts in?
what you shouldnt say: START STARING AT JOYCE AND LOOK FOR HER BAD POINTS.
what you should say: YES JOYCE, YOU'RE ABSOLUTELY RIGHT!

5. what to say when joyce tells you that you're fat.
what you shouldnt say: TELL JOYCE THAT SHE'S FAT TOO.
what you should say: YES I'M AS FAT AS A PIG.

6. what to say when joyce tells you that she hates you.
what you shouldnt say: OKAY, FINE WITH ME. YOU SUCK TOO.
what you should say: -IN A PITIFUL VOICE- NO! TELL ME WHAT I'VE DONE WRONG! YOU MUST FRIEND ME BACK!
and the list goes on

tmr's lit performance!
yay. lysander is handsome and tall and manly!
MY ROLE! oh wow.
i'm so.. flattered?!
and i've got my sword, WITH my lines stuck on it.

today's a boring day :/
there's nothing much to say/do.
ITS BEEN A DARN HILARIOUS POST ANYWAY!

2006-02-20T03:37:00.000-08:00

THE SEVEN QUIZ!

7 things that make me smile;
*MONEY
*FRIENDS
*HUGS
*SENTIMENTAL STUFF :)
*KIMBERLY KHOOOOOO :) :)
*HANNAH :) :)
*RESULTS

7 things to win my heart;
*MONEY
*SING A SWEET SONG TO ME
*SOFT TOYS
*LAUGHS
*BESTIES! GOSH.
*DANCE
*GIRL TALKS

7 things i believe in;
*JOYCE LEE HUI QING
*FATE :)
*LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT
*BEING HYPOCRITICAL, HEH HEH
*SPIRITS
*BEING DETERMINED
*COMPROMISING

7 things i'm afraid of;
*GHOSTS
*LIZARDS
*GHOSTS, AGAIN
*FAILURE
*EMBARRASSMENT
*WAKING UP AND FIND THAT ALL THAT I LOVE IS GONE
*DEATH

7 things i do everyday;
*LAUGH
*GOSSIP
*TEASE
*BREATHE
*TAKE KIM'S QUIZ( nearly everyday!)
*GET ANGRY FOR SOME SILLY REASON
*TOILETING
*WHINE

7 people i love;
*MYSELF :DDDD
*FAMILY
*KIMBERLY :) :)
*HANNAH :) :)
*OXQ :) :)
*LXQ :) :)
*MYSELF AGAIN :DDDD

i heard a voice in my head last night.
GOODME: its time you started studying joyce lee.
BADME: no its okay.
GM: of course it isnt okay. the whole world is studying.
BM: i can catch up later.
GM: stop lying to yourself.
BM: i'm not.
GM: start studying. TMR. YOU BETTER.
BM: okayokay, fine! then again, i'll see.
GM kills BM and joyce falls asleep again.

ooooh. interesting.

2006-02-17T07:20:00.000-08:00

OKAY.
I'VE MOVED.
I DONT KNOW WHY, I JUST FELT LIKE IT.
THERE WERE JUST TOO MANY PPLE AT THE OTHER ONE I GUESS.
SO NOW I GET MORE PRIVACY, HEH.
:)

anyway. this week's been a horrible moody week.
lets see what horrible things happened huh.
how fun!
TCY CAUGHT ME AND OXQ IN THE TOILET.
GOSH. WE WERE JUST TALKING.
here's what happened.
science lab period. potato session :/
we finished our experiment and were waiting for the results.
we were bored, and we were supposed to be copying answers for the wb from the whiteboard.
so we went toilet like what we usually do.
washed our potatoed hands. then used the toilet.
washed hands again.
then we went into the cubicle to talk.
IT WAS JUST TALKING.
and it wasnt like we didnt make any noise or wtvr.
we TALKED.
and TCY HAD TO COME IN TO CATCH US.
SHE WAS LIKE, IS IT A FREE PERIOD FOR YOU?
HOW COME YOU TWO ARE IN THE TOILET TALKING?
SPECIAL PERMISSION IS IT?
my my, teachers think they are so witty.
so we were sent back. and she told mdm azizan.
our fm.
so duh we were scared.
then it turned out.
fm only said to the class playing truant was a serious offence.
then she came up to us when the class was doing summary.
how decent of her. she's so nice :)
fm: -smiles- do you two have smth to say to me?
(thats so funny)
me: -exclaims excitedly- IT WAS ONLY LESS THAN ONE MINUTE!
and we explained everything bla bla bla.
it was so funny.
and mdm azizan was so nice.

if it was AHEM, she probably would have embarrassed us in front of the class.
maybe even the school.
i dont know whats wrong with her.
after becoming the AHEM, she's so strict.
and now there are so many rules.
like, no walking on the spiral staircase or else you'll be booked.
its like, they are using booking to threaten us, to make us listen.
yeah, we are TKGIANS, not the navy/army.
tkgs isnt some military school.
we even have to walk back to class in a orderly manner, no talking, one single file!
2e2 protested today during el.
everything they said was really so true.
the silliest thing i ever heard in my life was what chanel said.
' i heard they are going to sew our belts all the way.'
scratch that.

i got angry again today.
snapped at nearly everyone.
first period was free.
but, instead of being happy like what we were supposed to be,
we were made to be silent.
mr zaini. HUR.
but at least i got smth done, i copied lysander's lines.
then i got angry cuz i realised how many shit lines i had to say.
its nearly 2/3 of the entire script.
gosh.
I'M NEVER WORKING WITH WEIXIN AGAIN.
mark my words.
WEIXIN, ARE YOU FINALLY HAPPY NOW?
I'M LYSANDER!
ALL PROBLEMS ARE SOLVED.
HAPPY?
MY GOD.
YOU CHOSE HERMIA EVEN BEFORE YOU TALKED IT THROUGH WITH US.
I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE HELENA, JANICE HERMIA.
AND YOU JUST DECIDED TO BE HERMIA CUZ YOU SAW THE SCRIPT FIRST.
DONT DENY IT OKAY.
ANYWAY, YOU BETTER DO SMTH TO HELP ME WITH MY LINES.
I DONT CARE, YOU BETTER.
OR YOU'LL PLAY LYSANDER.
BTW, YOU'RE FAR FROM PERFECT.
JANICE IS MORE PERFECT THAN YOU.
YOU SHOULD BE LYSANDER.

then second period, mdm seah exchanged it for math.
MATH.
where is my dear art lesson when i want it?!
it was so boring.
kim and i were passing letters about how angry we were.
and I turned out having pms.
hahha.
then after school i had to eat lunch with kim, lxq, janel and xinyi.
gossip!
and why did i have to go alone for band?
WHY HANNAH?
:)

at home, i spent 8-11 on the phone playing billards.
all my other friends were studying.
eg; kim, oxq, hannah, lxq, nat, HUIFEN, yizhen, bla bla.
i think i'm failing my sec2.
so there is no point in trying for ip kim!
I NEED STUDY GROUP! QUICKO!

i'm still fuming.
i need a phonecall(:

dont lie to me darling.
just cuz i didnt really react to what you said doesnt mean i dont know.
i odnt think you're phone was dead.
i'm not dumb you know.
dont push the limit.
just dont, really.
i dont want to get angry with one more person, especiall not you,
cuz you mean so much to me.
this sounds touchy, yes it does.
i'll prefer it if you dont mention this to me, you know who you are.
yes i'm sure you do.
just know i'll still love you even if you think this is gay or wtvr.
:)